Such a long time since i last posted !

Well a quick update..

Firstly the semester has gone rather bumpy..a lot of assignments needed to be done but i'm pushing through slowly. I just hope the results will come out the way i want it and all shall be a smooth road from there =) Hopefully !

Me and Dom have gone through quite a lot this few months as well...though i have to say it is getting better and better. I have started to cherish him more as a good friend, my lover and of course my DORAEMON ! hehe, life is always bittersweet but i couldn't have loved him more without the guidance from friends, espeacially Lucas and Emy.

I know i can be a pain in the butt, stubborn and always "emo" but with Dom's help i am slowly changing my ways to become a better person for myself. I am glad that i don't keep secrets from him anymore and that it has lifted quite a heavy burden off my chest.

As always, my family has been the backbone of my life and have supported and given me chances again and again to prove myself worthy of their effort and time. I'm just glad that i can talk to my mum like a best friend, always receiving advice from her and talking to her about my daily life is actually good. It feels good that now daddy and I can talk more about things, it doesn't feel awkward and its good ! Family is important and realizing it is even better. Nothing beats family love =)

Well, since Dom left on Monday it has been pretty lonely. No one to tease, bully, kiss, hug...pinch...and smack hehe. No more laughter from him whenever he is watching movies on his computer, no more "meow-ing"...its tough but i will get over it. Oh and no more sharing bubble tea =( ! It feels empty whenever i drink a large size bubble tea now..no more doraemon to help me finish it. I have to admit, little cat has brought me out of my shadow and living life the way a 19 year old should.

Karen has been accompanying me recently and its a good thing. Making new friends is always a good thing and its been really fun. Pak-tor in south perth late at night, eating kebab....hehe its good. Yay !

Well, its time for me to say bye-bye.

I hope i will start blogging more teehee :D
much love <3!

Oh the lord help me this semester..or rather end of semester.
I've done the work, all the all nighters and such, just let me pass this semester so i can change to Commerce....

I don't wanna be stuck in this place any longer, or rather at this crossroad where im still in one place. Its like im meant to be moving along smoothly but i havent found the right footpath yet.
Mistakes and more mistakes lie ahead, but its my choice to make that mistake or correct it.

I just wanna get into my new course, fly through it and finally enter into a place where i belong.
Just let me pass all the way.... =(
Im dreading the thought of failing, although my dreams tell me otherwise.
Its like my dreams love to haunt me with the word FAIL.

Though i did have some awesome wonderful, suprising, liberating dreams the other day.
Hehehe oh dear, i hate the thought of more assignments but then again this is the task for all students.

AHhh bring me back to heaven god dammmit !
Holidays seem to be a blur....the thought of school makes me wanna vomit but im gonna have a gruelling next few years...summer schools and all that jazz.

I've planned out what im going to do..but whether im given the chance to prove i can do it is another thing....
plus a realisation that some people are just little kids in an adult body is kinda a normal things these days.

Brains is different than knowing how to be a person...there is just too much to explain on this matter and it shall be left for me to rant in a private place where my sins shall not be said =)

Well..really its just i don't wanna bitch in public, its better kept to myself then said aloud to others.

Its been a tough few weeks !
Been too busy to post..
Been at the doctors these past weeks...
assignment overload...
readings...
revision....ahhh going nuts.

Anyway, gotta go again =(
x

These few days has been quite a blur as ive been down with the "influenza-like illness". Pretty much sucked ! The doctor suspected me of swine flu and took a swab and sent it for testing but luckily it came back negative. However i had to self quarentine myself anyway to ensure i don't spread the flu around. Bad thing is my asthma has gotten worse...have to use my inhaler again =(
I haven't realy touched my blog as ive been sick so yeah..sorry =(!!

Ahhhh i feel like going back to school, its getting boring doing nothing but sleeping.
3 days of the darn fever has gotten me more anthusiastic about school haha.
Anyways its time to sleeep hehe, will update more on whats been happening here :D

Nighties !

Im currently in class at the moment just doing my readings, pretty alright as this topic is about online games and such. It gets annoying as students keeping entering our class and it disrupts everything but then again, we facebook and blog(like me :D) during our lecture as, this is a class about net studies :P

Nothing much really happened over this pass week, just a test and an assignment due in tomorrow. Most likely going to meet Christine this weekend for some girly shopping.
Im mad that i cant load my bejeweled blitz right now, i wanna beat my doraemon's score...=(
Im so itching to bring my laptop in next class and just hammer bejeweled till i get over 100k.
Im getting mad....!!

Ok anyways, back to reading the 15+ page reading...haha


p.s. Fruit you suck@!!!!! big meanie !

Sorry guys, had been a little busy with assignments so i didnt have time to post anything.
Well schools been really busy, i just handed in an assignment today, i hope i passed it as i really dont think i got it entirely right. The subject is so vague and my lecturer isn't the best at explaining anything at all so its all down to me to do the research.

Sometimes i wish i could just be myself without having to worry about being judged but this is a cruel world, just like the topic i chose to do for my paper, we live in quite a contradictory society where essentialist views play such a huge role but yet we are bridging the gap with non-essentialist views in culture. Sometimes its best to just be who we are, even if we don't live up to be the best, we should be appreciated for what we can do as humans rather than how we look.

Ahh =( just a little down i suppose but bennie cheered me up a little this afternoon.
My bubble tea helped liven my spirits too ! hehe anyways it is time to sleep.
Nights all !

Yay ! I finally managed to make a new blog which is now on public view unlike my private one.
Anyway, i promise i will be active on this blog as my private one has kinda gone dead because i cant be bothered to express my feelings for now.

However, some updates anyway....

School started already and we are already in Week 3 !! Assignments galore as usual and it sucks =(
Anyway, im enjoying my time here so everything is fine.
Nothing much happened today really except for the fact it rains all the time and its so so so so cold.

Anyways its going to be 12 soon so im going to watch Twilight for the 4th time and then sleep.
Nights people !